Part.z. Cap. I· AjftWed (onfdence.t~ lob, and makdf mee to poJfeffe the ;niquitieJ> of my youth, The ( k) arrowes.,of the ~/mighty are within mee, the, (t poyfon thereof drink§th·up my JPirit: the terrors- of God doe ftt themftlves in aray again.ft mee, 0 · tpat I migh~ have my req,ueft ! ~nd that God would grant mee the thing that J long for ! Even that it wouldp{eafo God to' . l deflroy me(,. that bee would/et looje hu hand, andcut me off. Nay yet worfe: (1) Thou fca.reft me with,dr:eamn, (I) Iob 7.I4, If· ancl terrifiejf Fe through vifion·J. So that my Joule ch~:~- feth (m) Jrang!ing, and death rarh:r than my life•. (m) ND~ qu'Dd ae lit-- Though Go D ·111 mercy preferves h1s fervants from ~ueo cogitarit11ed quod the monfrrous and mofl: abhcrred act of "felfe-mur- nz tant.Z mtlliacerbither; yet ii1 fome melancholicke moode; horrour of tau, .& i~uie!udine · d d b' n; f r. • • h . · tam dtur,na, q1tam no-- mtn e, an 1~terne~1e o 1pmt, t ey are not qutt:e aurna, (i alttmtrim freed from alltmpatient Wt!hes that way,and fudden tl~tur opti~,longcma/it ihgg~O:ions thereunto. ( n) · t./Jfy 6ones waxed o/d,faith l~qneum, quam, t~lem David; throuf.h my roaring a/i the day lonl[. Dll) and· VI~m: ubsfane v~~c-- . h h h nd h · · "' r1 • /or M adaliJUhoc d1czt nttT t t 1Y a WM eav;e ut~on mee : my miY'Inure u r; b'z'tt" N • 06 ~ r . -J . ,u. o ,, ..,. amneque · (Hrned snto the drought of Summer, Thme arrorPUJ~c ezcu(ari poiefl.Sed jlickt; Jafl in mee, and thy h-at!dprtffeth me fore. Th~rt-u ~ta fibiil:/us ~~lore,& no foundneffe in my jlefo, . becau(e of thine anger : n~itber 1pfe[H" dolorsJndu/ gtt· / u .the~e. anl.rejf in my bones, hecaufo of my jimu.; Fo: ~ct;falm. ,. .'. : .. msne mtqusttes arc gone over my head : M an l1eavte · · 3. 3•>4• hurJen,""they are too heavi:c forrme.-----J am trouhled~. ~I am boJl'ed downe lreat!J; 1 goe mournin.t. tflfthe dtq, long.-----I am (eeb!e, andfore 6rok!n, I have roaredbJ reafon of the difiJJ:t:.ietnej[e· of my heart, Heare alfo,into' .... what a depth of fpirituaU dill:retfe three worthy· fer-· vants of Go n in thefe latter times were plung' d and ·preifed downe ·under the fenfe of Go·n S' anger: for fin ne ; bleffed Mill:ris ( o) BretterfTh.upon her lafl: bed ( o) Sec: tHe: Difc{)urfe -was horribly henuned in with thtforrowes·ofdeath •. of t~e holy life, and the very O'riefe of hell laid,hold upori her·fbule •· a · roa~ Cl_ni~ian de~th . 0 f • . . 1}' .rr. ,I. - · . • . . .. . MJflns I\,4therm Bret~o 'l'tfJg 'Wttuerne11e o; .\Voe.w.u wtthm. her, as,fueeconfi:f- tt.rgh. fe~ of~er fe~.fe. She fatd,,her finnn,badmade her·a prey tro Satan ; llnJwiflied; that· foee hadnevn::heme borne,,or· tb.at ,foe.e had b'e.me 'IIMde anJ nher creatilr~ ,, 'rather. thttn; at
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