8 2 drace a}ouncfiltg -confcience like this : E11ery tin1e that I thou-ght oft he Lord jefus'; cif hi·s-Grace,Love; . G,oodnefs) Kindner$, Gentlenefs, lV1eekneE, Death, Bl'ood, Promifes and b1etfed Exhorta– tions, Corr1fo1 ts an\J Confolations, it went to·< n1y Soulylike a S:.,v.ord·;-for·Hill unto thefe my confiderations ofthe.Lord jefns,thefe thonghts \~Jould tnake place for ' then1felves in myHear~ · Ay., this ts the Jcfu.r tl:;e loving Saviortr, the Son of God, ·whorn thott. hflft parted with, mhom t .~;e Jlighttd, defp~(ed and abit[ed, this is the only Sa· viour, the,only_&edecrner, the only one thdt could fo love_{iNners, as to 1rt~fh them from theirfins in hi.r orvn rny_(t pre.::ioU5 Blood: But you have no , Part nor Lot in this jefus,you haveput him from : you, you have }:rid in your Heart, Let hhngo if he will. f.lom therefQre you Are fe-vered from. him ; you hln'e fevered your {elffrom him : Be– hold then his Goodne{s , but your felf not to be Partaker of it. Oh., thought I, ·what have I · loft ·! vVhat have I parted with ! '}/hat have I dif~ inherited 111 ypoor Soul of! Oh! 'tis fad to be deftroyed by the Grace and Mercy of God ; to have tne Ijamb, the Saviour, turn ljon and de11roy~r, Rev. 6. I alfo tretnbled,. ~ as I have iaid., at the fight of the · Saints of .. 9od ; efpecially .. at ~hofe that greatly loved . him, and that made it their bufipefs to w-alk continually with him in this World; for they .did., both in their.Words,- .the-ir _Carriages, and all their Expreffions of Tendernefs and Fear to fin agaiu.ft their precious_Sa,viour, · eo-
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