95 Grace abouncling i~ upo~ me ; l!fy Grace _is {uffic$·e;1t J1: thee, 'my Grace\u fofficzent _(or thee, 1ny Grace ;s fofficient ,[or thee, three tin1es together:'"And,·· Oh ! m~-thought that every .word \Vas a n1ighty word unto tne; as rny, and Grace, and (uffi– cit:nt, and for thee; they were then, and iun1e– tin1e are frill far bi?-ger than others be. 2o.8. At whieh ti1ne my uJderfl:anding was l~1 enlightened,thatl was a.s though I had feen the Lord -jefus look .down from Heaven, through the l'iles,upon me, and direct thefe. )vords unto n1e.This fent n1e tnourning home, · it broke 1ny heart, and filled n1e ful! 'vf joy, and laid rne lo\v as the dnft; only it jtayed i1ot long with n1e, I n1ean, in this glory, and l~efrefhing con1fort; yet it continu.ed with me for feveraJ weeks, and did encourage me to .. hope~~ But fo foon as. that po·werful Operati– on ofit w~1s taker) off n1y heart, that other, •bout Efau, returned upon n1e a·s bef0re; fo 1ny Soul did hang as in ·a pair of Scales a– gain ; fon1etirnes up, and fometin1e=> down; now. in peace, and anon again in ten·onr. · 209. 1""'hus I went on for n1any Week~, fometh-nes cotnforted, arid f0n1ctin1es tor111ented; and efpecial1y at fornetime~ my tor– n1;:nt would be very fore,for all Jbefe Scrip– tures fore-nan1ed, in the Hebrtrl}s, would be fet before n1e, as .the only Sentences that would keep me out of Heaven. · Then again I fuould begin to repent. that ever that thought -,vent through · n1e ; I fhould alia think thus . '
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