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t-u
the-
:.:cJ;ief·
of·
S1nne~¥s~
l
J
-5
l .
I
thought with
mj
folf;,~tf
lfhou!tl .make·
afcram~Un'-~
jhift
to
cl~mber
up
the
Ltt.d.der,
yet
I
fl~ou~d' l?tt~er·
w
1
th quaktng .or
other. ,
fymptorns
(}f
fatntzng
/gvoe
~ccafion
to the
Enemy
to ·reproach the ·way of God;
·
and
his:Ptople, .fpr -.their
Timoroufnefs.
This
there-
.
fore lay
wzthgreat
trouble upo-n-·.me, jor-- methought···
.–
·1
was
afoamtd
tb..
dic".with·
a·pale
Fdc e, -. an:d · tot• t.
tering
l(neeJ,jor-{uc'h
4
Cttfe
as
this.
3
36.
Wherefore
I
pray'
d
to
6o__d that
he
woull ·
· .
.
co.mforime~ ·~
andgive mejlrength·to ··dc and
foffe:r·
·
what he
j1Jo~tld'
ca!J
me
to.,cyet. nD- ~omfort
appear'
a··
all continued hid : I was af[o·at · tlJis.time
fo
re"ll-.. ~
ly .poffej{ed'wJ.th
the
·~houg~t
of death..that
~{t
I
tva-.r
..
as
if
I
WAS
on·
a,
Lt~dder
with
the
Rope ·
about
.
my·- ,·
Nick
;
only
this
riJa; fome
encourag-ement
to
me,
·
1
thought Imight
now
have
~en
opportunity
to
[peak .
\
my
li!ft ·words
to a
mult#ud~
rvbich
I thought
··
wo!tl.J ··. come
t()
fee 71J.C _:die; llUd
th:negh~
I
if
::.i'r ;
·
mz~lf·
be
_(o,
if
God
will but
·c-onvert one
Soul
bl·
my ,'/
.
11ei'y
/aft words
,:
I jnall not ·count
my·
Life
l:l:Jrown .:
a·w.ay,.
nor
loft~
. ·
·
33-7· ·· -:But
yet
all
.the
things .·
of
Go4·
were ·
· kept
out of
my
fight, anti.
ftill
the ··temptet·
fol!owed me
with,
B.ttt
·
whether-
mujl
you
.·go
"·
:when
you
die·?
fVhat
will.bec~'!le
ofyou
?
Where·
will. :_
·
yo~
be
found
in
another ·Wo14ld?
·What
evidence
.
ha·ve you for
I1eaven
an:d Glory, and
anlnheri–
·· t'tlnce-
among·
them that .: are
fanctified?
rh
us
1
was· toffe.d for
ma.nyWeeks,
and
knew
\JOt
. what .. to ' .do;
at laft
this confid·eration fell
. with weight
upon·
·me;Thilt
it
was for .the .roord
t~nd
WilY,.:
pf GQd·
thllt .
I
Will _
·
in~this
Condition,
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whtrefote