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Golel
P
ein
jsiora,
workings
as
they
have had
heretofore,
and
cannot
find
them,
and
fo
are ready
to
conclude that
all
is
naught
and lie
down
as
people difconfolate,
becaufe
their
condition
is
not
good,
they
cannot
find fuch
Evidences
as
heretofore they
had
;
now
in
ibis cafe, the bcft way
is,
if
I
cannot
find
my Evi-
dences,
or
the
ufe
of them
I
had before, to renew them
;
the
time I
fpend
in feek
Tg
and
difcouraging
of
my
heart,
if
I
fpent
it in
ad
ings
-and
workings
of
my
heart after God
,
for
the
renewing
of
my Evidences, perhaps
I
might
have renewed
them
in
that time
;
as in
matters
between
men and
women
in
this
world,
they
have
Evidences
that
would
clear
the mat-
ters
in
differences
;
but
perhaps they cannot
find
them
,
or
they
are
grown
fo
old
that they
cannot read
them,
and
they
fpend
a
great
deal
of
time about them whereas pofíibly,
did
they
go
to the
Court
of
Roles
, they might
have
them
re-
newed
with
lefs
charge
and
time
;
fo
iris with
the
foul
when
it
cannot
find fuch and fuch
Evidences,
it
fpends
a
great
deal
of
time,
and
fits
down
in
difcouragement
and
difquiet-
nefs
of heart
,
when
as
perhaps
in
lefs
time thou
mighteft
have renewed
them
;
as
thus, fuppofe thou
art
looking after
this Evidence
of
thy
Calling
for God
calls
whom he
jufti-
fies
Now
thou
art
looking
after thy call,
and
thou
art
troubled
that thou
doff
not remember how
God
did
work
upon
thy heart
then,
or heretofore,
and
a
great
deal
of
time
is
fpent
;
cannot you
find
how 'twas
with you
then
?
No
then
fall
upon this
courfe,
liften to
what
voice
of
God
thou heareft
now
in
thy heart
fay
to
thy
foul, Do
not
I
now
findthe workof
God in
me
;
do
not 1
find
him
now
drawing
of
my
heart
out
of
the
'world unto
himfelf,
and
does
not
my
heart
liften
tint-at/2m
call? for the
call
of God
is
not
only
at
firft
conversion,
but
God
is
alwayes calling
and
drawing
the
heart
from the
world
unto
himfelf;
if
thou
can'ii
not make
ufe
of
the
work
of
God
heretofore
make
life
of
his present
work
upon thee
:
Again, thofe whom
God
juftifies, they
en-
ter
into Covenant with
God
;
for
it
was by
way
of
Cove-
nant
(as I
told you)
they
give up themfelves to
God
in
an
everlafting Covenant
:
But when did
I
come
into Covenant
with God
?
I
am afraid
I
am
not the
man
or
woman
in
Co-
venant