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SINS AND
SORROWS SPREAD BEFORE GOD.
[SERM.
VI.
I
would cont'plaiu
of
this sore enemy,
the
world,
that
is
perpetually
besetting
me,
that
strikes
upon
all
my
senses,
that
by
the
ears,
and
the
eyes,
and
all
the out
-
ward
faculties, draws
my
heart
away from
God
my
best
friend.
I
would tell hint
of
the
rage
of
Satan,
that
watchful
and
malicious adversary
;
that
I
cannot
engage
in any duty
of
worship,
but
he
is
ready
to throw
in
some
foolish
or
vain-
suggestion
to
divert
me;
and
I
would
look
forward,
and point
to
my
last
enemy death,
and
beg
the presence
of
my
God
with
me,
when
I
walk
through
that
dark
valley:
"
Lord, when
I
enter into
that
conflict,
assist
me,
that I
may
fear
no evil,
but
be
made
more
than
a
conqueror through
him
that
has loved
me."
3.
`I
would tell him
what darkness
I
labour under,
either
in
respect
of
faith or
practice.
If
I
am
perplexed
in
my
mind,
and entangled about
any
of
the
doctrines
of
the
gospel,
I
would
then
tell my
God
what
my
entan-
glements are, where the
difficulty
lies; and
I
would
beg,
that
by
his
Spirit and
his
word, he would solve
the
con-
troversy, and set
his
own
truth
before
me in his own
di-
vine
light.
And then
in
point of
practice, what darkness
lies
upon the spirit
at
such
a
time,
is
revealed before
God;
"
My
way
is
hedged
up,
I
know
not
what
path
to
chuse; it
is
very
hard
for me to
find
out duty;
shew
me, O
Lord, the
way
wherein
I
should
walk,
and mark
out
my
path plain
for me."
4.
I
would mourn,
and
tell him, how
little
converse
I
have with
himself, how
much
he
is
hidden from me:
I
would complain
to him,
how
far
off
I
am
from
him the
most
part
of
my life,
how
few
are the hours
of
my coin
-
munion
with
him,
how
short
is
the
visit, how
much
his
face
is
concealed from
me,
and
how
far
my
heart
is
di-
vided from him. A soul
then
says,
"
Surely
there
is
too
great
a distance
between
me
and
my
God,
my
heavenly
Father;
and cries
out
with
bitterness, Why
is
God
so
far
from
me,
and
why
is
my
heart
so
far
from
God
?
how
often
do
I
wait upon
him in his own
sanctuary, and
among
his
saints,
but
I
am
not favoured
with
the
sight
of
his
power
and
glory'
there!
And
how
often
do
I
seek
him in my
secret retirements,
but
I
find him
not
!
I
would tell
him how
often
I
read
his
promises
in the gos-
pel,
and taste
no
sweetness;
I
go
frequently
to those
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