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Grace
abouncling
i~ upo~
me ;
l!fy
Grace _is
{uffic$·e;1t J1:
thee,
'my
G
race\u fofficzent _(or thee,
1ny
Grace
;s
fofficient
,[or
thee,
three
tin1es
together:'"And,·· Oh
!
m~-
thought that every .word
\Vas
a
n1ighty
word
unto
tne;
as
rny,
and
Grace,
and
(uffi–
cit:nt,
and
for thee;
they
were then,
and iun1e–
tin1e
are
frill far
bi?-ger
than others be.
2o.8. At
w
hieh
ti1ne
my
uJderfl:anding was
l~1
enlightened,thatl was a.s though I had feen
the Lord -jefus look .
down
from Heaven,
through the l'iles,upon me, and direct thefe.
)vords unto
n1e.This fent
n1e tnourning
home,
· it
broke
1n
y
heart,
and
filled
n1e
ful!
'vf
joy,
and
laid
rne
lo\v
as
the dnft;
only
it
jtayed
i1ot
long
with
n1e,
I
n1ean,
in this glory,
and
l~efrefhing
con1fort;
yet
it
continu.ed
with
me
for
feveraJ weeks, and did encourage me to
..
hope~~
But fo foon
as.
that po·werful
Operati–
on
ofit
w~1s
taker) off
n1y
heart,
that other,
•bout
Efau,
returned
upon
n1e
a·s
bef0re;
fo
1ny Soul did
hang
as in ·a pair of
Scales
a–
gain ; fon1etirnes up,
and
fometin1e=>
down;
now.
in
peace,
and anon again in ten·onr.
·
209.
1""'hus I went on for
n1any
Week~,
fometh-nes
cotnforted,
arid
f0n1ctin1es
tor-
111ented;
and
efpecial1y
at
fornetime~
my
tor–
n1;:nt
would be
very
fore,for all Jbefe
Scrip–
tures fore-nan1ed, in
the
Hebrtrl}s,
would be
fet
before
n1e,
as .the
only Sentences that
would keep me out of
Heaven. ·
Then
again
I
fuould begin
to
repent. that
ever
that
thought
-,vent
through ·
n1e ;
I
fhould
alia
think
thus
.
'