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to
the
Chief
of
Sinners:
31
Houfeof
Glory,
which is in Heaven'above.
72.
Here
again
Iwas at a very great ftand ;
not
knowing
what
to
do,
fearing
I
was
not
called; for
thought
1,
if
I be not called,
what
then
can do me good? None but thofe ·q.·}lo·
~
a·re
etfeB:ual1y
called,
inherit
the
Kingdom
ofHeaven.
But oh
!
how I now
loved
thofe
words
that
fpe~k
<;>f
a
Chriftian's Ca!(ing!
as
when
the.
J.~ord
fa1d to
one,
Follow rne,
~nd
· to
another:
Come
after
me!
And,
oh,
thou_ght
J,
that
he
,v ould
fay
fo to me too
!
How.
gladly
would
I
run
after
hiln
!_ .
.
,
73-
I
cannot
no \v
ex:
refs
\Vlt~ , wha~
long–
ings
and
breatkiags
in
my
Soul,
I
er
ied to
Chrift to call
me.
Thus I
continued
for
a time,
. all
on
a flame to be converted to Jefus Chrift ;
and did alfo
fe~'
at
that
day j
fuch
glory
in
a
Converted
ftate,
that 1 could
not
be con–
tented
without
a
fi1are
therein. Gold
!
Could
it
have
been
gotten . for Gold, what·
could
.f
have givenfor
it
!Had lhad
a whole
World,
it
had all gone ten
thoufand
times over
for
this,
that
my
Soul
might
have been in a
con–
verted
ft1te.
-
74·
How
lo"~ei
y
now was every one in
·my
Eyes,
that 1
thoGght
to
be converted
l\1en and Women
!
They.
fhone, ·they
~alk
ed tike a peopl:e:
that
carr1ed
the
Broad Seal
ofHeav:e_n
about the1n. Oh ·!
lfaw
the
Lot
·was
fallen to
them
in pleafant places, and
and
they
ha~
a goodly Heritage,
Pfal.
u5.
~~.! ~!~~.~ ~~!~~ ~.~d~ ~~ [!~k,
was
that of · ·
---- Chrift
~----
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