

to the Chief of Sin11ers.
3
S
Good
Lord, break
it'
open :
Lord
break the
Gates of Brafs,
and cut the
Bars of /ton afun–
der,
Pfal.
I07. l6, '
Yet that Word
would
create
in
my
Heart a peaceable Paufe;
I
girded
.thee, tho' thou haft not known me,
Jfa.
4) ..
5·
· 82. But
all this
'while,
as to the
ACt:
of fin–
ning,
I
never was more
tender th3n
now ;
my
hinder
Parts
were in
ward
~.
Id
urft not take a
Pin or Stick,
tho'
but fo big
as
a Straw;
for
my
Confcience
was no\V
fore, and
would
f1nart at
every
touch :
I
could not now
tell
how to fpeak
my
Words for
fear
I
Ihou!d m
if–
place them.
Oh,
how
gingerly
did
I
then·
go, -in
all
I
did or faid
?
I
found
my
felf as
on
a miry Bog,
that
lboo~
if
I
did
put
ftir,and
.was there left both of God
arid
Chrifr,.
and
the Spirit, and all good Things.
.
; 83.
But
I
obferve, tho'
1
\vas
fuch
a-
great
·finner before Converfion,yet God never
mu(;h
charged the guilt of the fins of 111Y ignorance
, upon
me;
only he Ihewed me
I
was Ioft if
I
had not Chrift, becaufe
I
had be.en a Sinner.
I
fa\V.
that
I
\Vanted
a perfetl:
Righteoufnefs,
to
prefent
me
without
fa,ult
before God ; and
·this
Righteoqfnefs was no where to
befoun~
but
in,
the Perfon of Jefus Chrift._
84. But
n1y
original and inward pol1ution,
tha~,that
was
tny
plague and
my
affiiB:ion~that
I
fay, _at .a
dreadful rate,ahvays
putting
forth
it
f~lf
within
n1e ;
that
I
had the guilt of, to
amazement;
by
reafon of that,
twas
more
loathfob1e :n
my
O\Vn
Eyes
than was a Toad,
and