99 / 186
to
the
chief
of Sinrerr.
89 ·
did work, at this time, fllch a firong
ai1d
hot
Defire of revengement upon
felf, for·
the A;. ··
bufe
I
had
done unto hirn ,
that
fpeak
as
I
then
thought, had Iliad a thoufand (]allons
of
Blood
within
n1yV
eins,
I
could freely then
l1ave
fpilt it all
at
the comtnand and feet
.of
this
my
Lord and
Savio1~r.
129.
And as 1was
thus
in mu
fin~.,
and
in
my
ftudies, confidering how to 'love
the
Lord,
and
te
exprefs
my
love to
hin1;;·
that
faying
cam,e
in
11pon
me,
Jfthott,
Lord, jhouldeft
1nark
t·niquity, 0 Lord, whoJhould
fl
and?
but
there is
'
forgiventfs ft'ith thee, that tkou ma)'eft beftared,
Pfal.
I
30. 4·
Thefe were good words to
n1e;
efpecially-the latter part thereof,
viz.
That
there is Forgivenefs
.with
the Lord that
he
might be
feared; that
is, as then I underfro.od
it,
that
he
might
ne
l~vea;
and bad in reve–
rence; for
it
was thus made out to me:
That
the great God did
jtt
.Fo
high an ejl-eem
up.on
the
love ofhis
poor
CreatJtres, that rather
than
he·
wott!d gl) without their
love,
he would
Pardon
their'
Tranfgrfjfions.
193.
And now was that word
fulfilled
on
n1e,
an~
I
\tvas alfo
refrefhed
by'it;.,
Thenfhall
they be
ajhame4 and
confounded,
dtnd
never
open
their mouth
any
mf)re bec;tufe of their jhame,when
I
am
pt~cifted toward~
t
bem
for
all
that
they
have
done
faith
the Lord Got{,
Ezek.
I
6.
37·
·.'nus ·
~~~
my Soul at this,
tili.1e
(and, as I then did.
t~1nk fo/~
{V
er
)
.
fet
at
lib~rty
·frotn
being
af-
fl1cted with
n1y · fo~111er
gullt and amazement.
1
94·
Now: