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drace a}ouncfiltg
-confcience like this :
E11ery
tin1e
that
I
thou-ght
oft
he Lord jefus';
cif
hi·s-Grace,
Love; .
G,oodnefs)
Kindner$,
Gentlenefs, lV1eekneE,
Death, Bl'ood, Promifes and
b1etfed
Exhorta–
tions, Corr1fo1 ts an\J
Confolations,
it
went to·<
n1y
Soulylike a S:.,v.ord·
;-for·
Hill
unto thefe
my
confiderations
of
the.Lord
jefns,thefe
thonghts
\~Jould
tnake
place
for ' then1felves
in
my
Hear~ ·
Ay.,
this ts the Jcfu.r tl:;e
loving
Saviortr, the
Son
of God, ·whorn thott.
hflft
parted with,
mhom
t
.~;e
Jlighttd,
defp~(ed
and
abit[ed,
this is the
only
Sa·
viour,
the,
only_&edecrner, the
only
one
thdt
could
fo
love
_{iNners, as
to
1rt~fh
them
from theirfins
in
hi.r
orvn rny_(t pre.::ioU5 Blood:
But
you
have
no ,
Part nor
Lot
in this
jefus,you
have
put
him
from :
you, you
have
}:rid
in
your Heart,
Let
hhn
go
if
he will.
f.lom
therefQre
you
Are
fe-vered
from.
him
;
you
hln'e
fevered
your
{elf
from him
:
Be–
hold then his
G
oodne{s
,
but
your
felf
not to
be
Partaker
of it.
Oh., thought I, ·what have I ·
loft ·!
vVhat
have I parted with
!
'}/hat have
I d
if~
inherited
111
y
poor
Soul
of!
Oh! 'tis
fad to be deftroyed
by
the Grace and Mercy
of
God ;
to
have tne Ijamb, the Saviour, turn
ljon
and
de11roy~r,
Rev.
6.
I
alfo tretnbled,.
~
as
I
have
iaid.,
at the
fight
of the · Saints
of ..
9od ;
efpecially ..
at
~hofe
that
greatly
loved
.
him, and
that
made
it
their
bufipefs to w-alk
continually
with him in
this
World; for
they
.did., both
in
their.
Words,- .the-ir
_Carriages,
and all their Expreffions of Tendernefs
and
Fear to fin
agaiu.ft
their
precious_
Sa,viour,
·
eo-